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I'm afraid I will never achieve any of my goals. I want to take the easy way out, but I know I will regret it. I am beyond confused about my life. My mother getting on my case all the time doesn't help either. She's just frustrated with her misfortunes in life and takes it out on me. I know she wants the best for me. I think what's best for me if to get away from my past. I'm sick of having these constant horrible memories. I just want to forget.