30

Why do I get so jealous sometimes.
Why am I so stressed all the time.
Why am I such a bitch most of the time.
Answers. Please.

29

My body aches. I feel like shit. I can't sleep. Michael yells at me all the time for taking up the bed, but I have proof that he is in fact the one who takes up the bed! Haha. This week I have to work the night manager schedule at work. Five overnights. I hope I don't kill myself. Ha. It's going to suck not seeing Michael a lot. I have to make a sleep schedule so I don't over sleep or under sleep. I can't wait until Grimfest! I think only because I'll get to see all my old friends. Plus, it'll remind me of the old dayss. I miss it. Goodnight. Hopefully. 

25

Another dreadful day. I have such a headache. I'm so tired. I need to make a change. Fast.

24

I'm sick of work. Not the work it self. I don't mind that at all. The people is what gets to me. These twenty and thirty year old adults are obsessed with gossiping. I don't understand it. Maybe it will get better. I'm just so glad the career I am working towards will have less human contact. I'm so drained.

20

I'm afraid I will never achieve any of my goals. I want to take the easy way out, but I know I will regret it. I am beyond confused about my life. My mother getting on my case all the time doesn't help either. She's just frustrated with her misfortunes in life and takes it out on me. I know she wants the best for me. I think what's best for me if to get away from my past. I'm sick of having these constant horrible memories. I just want to forget.